ALEXANDER, JASON

JASON ALEXANDER

[attr="class","perhead"] THE LOVERS

[attr="class","egoistic"]PERSONALITY

[attr="class","perbox"] Jason was always a quiet kid, but after the tragedy that forced him to leave Detroit, his antisocial tendencies were only exacerbated. Doing his best to avoid any form of conflict, he simply runs from everything he can. Apologizing profusely, and cowering to anything that could hurt him, he is not brave in any sense of the word.[break][break]

He is fiercely protective of those he cares about, but as of late has found himself too apathetic to care about anyone. He acts as if weighed down, the ghosts of his past shackling him. He will speak to others when spoken to, and is courteous, if curt. Though he is still curious, his curiosity is tempered by hesitance, and he very often keeps to his comfort zones, not willing to risk anything anymore.[break][break]

That being said, he is still a hopeless romantic. Though jaded, he still believes in love, and while his first love was taken from him, he still hopes to one day feel the same wholeness of self that he felt when he was with Julianna. Though he finds it hard to express himself nowadays, he is still looking for the one. A once passionate boy, to all those who know him now, any fire that was left in him was quenched long ago, quiet emptiness of depression the only thing that seems to embody him.[break][break]

They could not be more wrong, however, as his passion is not restrained to love. Heavily tempered and restrained by his current state of depression, deep within him lies a burning hot core of rage, rage directed at those who took what he loved, and those who conspire to take what he may love in the future. Waiting to break loose and free itself, and fueled by his memories of those he left behind, his cowardice smothering the wrath that lay inside of him.[break][break]

[attr="class","egoistic"]BIOGRAPHY

[attr="class","perbox"] Never counting luck as one of his few blessings, Jason grew up in a harsh environment. Living in the slums of Detroit, a hard life was what awaited him as he grew older. His parents both loved and cared for him, but due to unfortunate circumstances, he could rarely see either of them. His mother was extremely sick, and while not in critical condition, had to remain in hospital to stay stable. His father had to work long hours to support the costs, leaving him alone with his brother.[break][break]

Jason looked up to his older brother greatly, admiring him more than anyone else. He wanted to grow up to be just like him, idolizing the stern but caring, tough but gentle man that his brother had come to be. As anyone does with their heroes, however, he ignored his brothers flaws, such as the fact that he was part of a notorious gang, one that ruled half of slums. A gang known as the Vanguards[break][break]

But that didn't matter to Jason. All he knew was that his brother was out there protecting him, making sure that he was safe. And Jason was fine to leave it that way. Never a confrontational person, many would call him a coward, his favorite tactic being to flee any danger that may appear. And while this often worked out well for him, his brothers protection offering sanctuary, eventually, it would fail. And one day, it did.[break][break]

Julianna. A simple thing, a name. As soon as he heard her say it, he fell head over heels, not believing his luck. This beautiful, smart, kind girl, all kinds of perfect, simply needed to smile at him once, and his heart was taken. And to his delight, she returned his affections, and romance blossomed between the young pair. [break][break]

The two became inseparable, young lovebirds seeking solace against a cruel world with each other. But no sanctuary lasts forever, and soon their skeletons caught up to them. Julianna was the daughter of someone important. Very important. Jose Fransisco Valdez, the leader of The Matadors. The Matadors controlled half of the city, in an everlasting war with the Vanguards.[break][break]

Jose found out about his precious daughters romance, and decided to send a message. Outraged, he found Jason alone, and enacted his punishment, beating the young boy senseless, and as he escaped into unconsciousness, he brought out a knife. Determined to leave a mark, he pulled Jasons shirt up and ran his knife from shoulder to hip, a long, jagged cut appearing on his back. As he was about to put his second one, marking the young boy with an X, his brother appeared to save him, Jose making his timely exit.[break][break]

Outraged, Jasons brother went straight to his boss, and the gang war escalated even further. Atrocities were commited from both sides, while Jason was in hospital recovering. As he was about to leave, a man walked into his room. A somber air around him, he explained what was about to happen.[break][break]

Jasons brother had been killed during the fighting, by his own gang members no less. They had found out about Jasons romance with the heiress to the Matadors, and as the war broke out, many unleashed their hatred, Jasons brother murdered in cold blood. The news became worse, as he asked what happened to Julianna. Caught by members of the Vanguards, she had been raped and killed.[break][break]

The shock dulled his emotions, and he simply asked what was going to happen to him. Assuming he was to die, he simply accepted it. But seemingly a man of honor, the Vanguards boss, known to others simply as Rider, told him to flee. He had purchased him a plane ticket to New York city, where he was to live with his uncle. His parents were informed of what happened, and helped Rider facilitate everything. All of his possessions had been sent forward, and it was time for Jason to leave as well.[break][break]

A few years have passed since then, Jasons anger and sadness eating away at him, blaming himself and his own weakness for the deaths of his brother and his love. Unable to find closure, he never seemed to recover, and his cowardly nature became more pronounced, always jumping at shadows and earning him the nickname Twitch. [break][break]

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

[attr="class","egoanswers"]"If I don't find trouble, trouble wont find me."

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF PERFECT HAPPINESS?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] Going back to a time before everything went wrong.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] My greatest fear has already happened. Now I fear it happening again..

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS THE TRAIT YOU MOST HATE IN YOURSELF?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] My weakness, that caused all of this to happen.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS THE TRAIT YOU MOST HATE IN OTHERS?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] Why bother hating others. Nothing will come of it.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER THE MOST OVERRATED VIRTUE?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] How can a virtue be overrated? Something that is good cannot be overrated. What a fucking dumb question to ask.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] ON WHAT OCCASION DO YOU LIE?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] When a lie is necessary.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER YOUR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] Earning the love of the most amazing person that anyone has ever known.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS YOUR MOST TREASURED POSSESSION?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] A picture of my Julianna and I.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS THE LOWEST DEPTH OF MISERY?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] When everything you love gets taken away from you, and there is nothing you can do about it.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT DO YOU MOST VALUE IN YOUR FRIENDS?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] Reliability. I need them to have my back, just as I would have had theirs.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST REGRET?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] For myself? Nothing. I didn't cause this misery, it was bestowed upon me by others.

[attr="class","egosurvey"] HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE?

[attr="class","egoanswers"] In a blaze of glory, taking down those that hurt me.

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